My Sweet Boy

My sweet boy went to heaven on July 27th, Sunday morning at 815A, He struggled through the night for breaths, it was soo very diffult to watch. He was not in pain.
His last few breaths were very peaceful, he waited till his big sis and his cousins said goodbye to him and within minutes he had passed. My heart tells me that is what he was waiting for, just one last goodbye to them. I told Paige he was going to heaven and that this was the day I had told her about. She gave me the tightest squeeze she has ever given me and walked out of the room and told her cousins that Landon was going to heaven today.
This has been the most horrible week of my life. I imagined it to be painful and horrible, but it is worse than I could have ever imagined.
The service was more than I could have ever wanted for my sweet boy. I found so much peace in the church, I could feel him there and I was sooo comforted by that. The burial was difficult, but I knew that my baby boy was in heaven and that this was just the physical aspect of him.
I can feel in my soul his freedom and his love for us, and that is what will carry me from this day on.
My sisters, I don't know that I could have done this without them. They keep me laughing. My mom, I would not be here with out her. My dad, comforts me with his eyes.
Laurie, I have never had a friend like you before and I could not imagine my life without you!!
Haley, Katie and Kelsie, you are simply amazing! God gave you to us as a special gift.
Shan, I felt a great comfort in your presence, thank you soo much for being there!
Holly and Michaelene, you guys are soo special to me and I know we will forever be friends and I take joy in the fact that you grew to love my Landon and Paige.
To all our friends and family you mean the world to us, you make our hearts whole!!

Here is a link to the montage that was played at his service.
http://www.onetruemedia.com/shared?p=5d3b601f49b78121c58e96&skin_id=601&utm_source=otm&utm_medium=text_url

Update

Landon continues to worsen. His body is swelling and his breathing is not well. Please, please pray for us. My family is here, Mike is hear and my sister is flying in from KC.
I will update and Shan when something happens I will call you before I post anywhere.

Tami